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I’m very happy now. As happy as when I was a child. Eight months ago I was very unhappy. It was the worst time in my life. But I understand why now.

Our Constitution gives us the right to pursue happiness, but it doesn’t guarantee happiness. The Bible doesn’t promise us happiness either – at least not in this life.

I think happiness is something to be appreciated when you have it because it’s so elusive. Things don’t bring happiness. Most people know that, but they try collecting the hottest stuff anyway. Clothes, tech, music, and so on. Money is great when you really need something, but most of the things it buys don’t make you happy in the long run.

Having friends, especially if they’re real friends, is certainly better than having no friends. But you can’t count on other people for your happiness. Same with family, even a church and youth group.

When all is said and done, sometimes it’s just you and God. Sometimes everyone else is willing to let you fall through the cracks, ‘cuz they’re so busy with their own lives. We’re all so very selfish, myself included. It’s a wonder anything truly good ever happens. I think love (unselfish love, I mean, like helping someone without getting anything in return) is a minor miracle. But expecting a lot of attention from others is like begging for disappointment. It’s really lame.

So seeking happiness sucks. If I’m happy, I’ll thank God for it and enjoy it while it lasts. I think having a purpose is more fulfilling. Sometimes having a purpose leads to happiness, and sometimes it can lead to frustration, but at least it keeps you motivated and reminds you of who you are and why you’re here.

When I was partying and using drugs, I was having fun. But I wasn’t happy. When I’m alone in my room praying or thinking about stuff, or when I’m helping someone, I’m not having fun, but I’m usually happy.

For me, ultimate happiness means having peace with God because I know Jesus died for my sins and I can talk with God anytime. It also means he has a purpose for my life and a home in heaven waiting for me. And I know no matter what happens, God and I will get through it somehow.

 

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